I dont like being busy. There. I said it. In fact, I hate being busy. I get stressed and anxious and just want to curl up into a little ball of tears.
Some girls LIVE off being anxious. Some girls can just swan through life BOSSING IT.What makes them fly is when their diary is full and their calendar is packed out for the month. They fuel off of moving and always doing something and just want to be busy all the time.
In fact I hate being busy. When I see my calendar start to fill up, I want to run a mile. I actually have a pretty hectic few weeks ahead of me and guess who phoned their mum crying cause lol this is too much.
And to be honest, it makes me feel like a bit of a failure. It makes me feel like I am not doing. Or that I should be doing more. And I realised why I felt so crap- social media.
Everyday we are inundated with people who seem to be bossing it. Girls who are constantly doing stuff and bossing the stuff that they are doing and they never. seem. to. stop. We idolise being busy. We idolise living a life where we are always seem to be filling our calendars, instead of looking after ourselves.
I think it’s time to stop idolising those who are always busy. It’s time to give ourselves a break and admit that hey, doing nothing can be pretty great too.